Sunday, March 11, 2007

Banging My Head In

It's one of those days. Some of my close friends may have seen me in this state. Its a day where I feel that I'm mentally unstable. Where I hardly talk and have hints of a depressed look on my face. Part of me feels like a recluse... not wanting to interact with people and totally avoiding the possiblity of getting to know new people. The other part of me is destructive... Where I just start to get feelings of anger and feel the need to lash out and just trash something, or someone...

Most of the time there is usually a problem or reason behind me feeling this way. But more often than not I am unable to identify it. But when it starts to happen, the reclusive part of my mood surfaces first. The destructive part usually surfaces later...

Heh... I actually thought I'd end up talking more about this, but I'm just not in the mood today to do so...

1 comment:

Da Boss said...

Disturbing.... But u got the solution, so no problem!